It's been so long since I've seen my friends. My old life feels like a dream now. The memories are so hazy and so solid at the same time. I get instant's of breathlessness when I remember something, and the memory becomes so strong it blurs my reality. I find myself not knowing where I... Continue Reading →
You're an irrelevant speck of dust in my island filled with sand. At least, you were. Now, I look at you and I feel a gravity of emotions. Hurt, anger, frustration, infatuation, sad and most of all, longing. I know your bad for me. I know you have another. And I know, more than anything'... I... Continue Reading →
Amongst all the noise and drunks and music and pot, he came and tried to impress me. Even with my pimples and disgusting looking face, he asked me what is my type? It's a party. What else could he have wanted but another night with another girl? right? let's see. Friendship is nice. I... Continue Reading →
the anxiety, the pain, the chaos, the ridicule that is my head and I feel powerless like I have no control over my thoughts or emotions any longer. I see people...humans... having worse lives before me and that makes me even angrier at the self. It doesn't make me thankful for what I have, it... Continue Reading →
it was the name of that town 🙂
Once upon a time, there was a boy who lived and loved his life,
A sight so unruly to society which they couldn’t bear, it put them to strife.
His mind is in the clouds, let’s go shoot it down,
“Let’s all think the same way”, was the name of that town.
Do this, do that, were the commands to be followed,
Little did they know, bit by bit, all their souls were to be swallowed.
The norm was simple, at the end, to be manufactured into a robot,
“Think for yourself” became a phrase, that nobody thought, as they thickened the plot.
A flock of sheep is what they were so proud to be,
The end was a slaughterhouse – their minds so blind – they couldn’t even see.
Do what the generation before them did, was the town’s vision,
Can it really be that hard to think for…
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I have experienced two cultures simultaneously, hand in hand next to each other. both of them have taught me to see the world in two very conflicting yet surprisingly harmonious way. The country I was born in, has one of the most distinctive minds I have ever encountered in my life. There are people here,... Continue Reading →
This feeling isn't new, is it? the desperate desire to be with this one person but the ever so present reality that it's probably not gonna happen. In fact, I think this feeling pretty much sums up my entire romantic life. So, many scenarios always playing in my head. So many possibilities and desires always... Continue Reading →
I'd like to think I value myself, I'd like to think I have some self-worth and self-esteem. Yet when I think of my romantic affairs so far, it contradicts exactly that which I think of myself. There are few things and a few someones that have contributed to this constant questioning of my character. Let's... Continue Reading →
There is so much to motivate me, so so much, but I'm still nowhere near the stage I should be in. I want to achieve all those things I said I will. I need to achieve them. It's the only way out for me and these exams are the key for that. I've got a... Continue Reading →
Someday me and my sister are finally gonna have our own apartment where we live together. We can decide to put things wherever and however we want without double thinking. Our rooms can be slightly messy if not completely upside down. If we're ever in a hurry then we won't have to be late by... Continue Reading →
Why would she tell me that? What was her intention? Did she want solely my sympathy because she barely got any of that. I know she wasn't opening up to me, because she is the type of person that can talk to anyone without a second thought. So ,why did she have to tell me... Continue Reading →